JOEY

I can now truthfully say that I hate someone. When I said my dad or any other person, it could not even come close to how much I hate Joey.

Amanda(a sophmore in Technical Theatre also) came up to me and told me that someone metioned that they liked my atittude toward the upperclassmen... wtf?! They said that I basically treat the upperclassmen as dirt. Amanda wouldn't tell me who said it and when she left, I began thinking of all the people I talked to that day. Gorgiania(a senior), Patrick(my crew chief, a senior), Lance(freshman, Actor), Beth(a junior, Tech.), Katie(junior, Actor) Terry(sophmore), Joey(freshman, Actor, alway will hate me), Katie W.(best friend, junior, Tech), Mr. Joyner(my stagecraft teacher) and Ms. Kim(Mr. J's GF).

I narrowed it down to the the people who were upperclassmen and who I really talked to today. I was left with Gorgiania, Terry, Patrick, Beth, and both Katie's. I couldn't figure it out. I hadn't treated anyone wrongly from my memory. Who would say something about a person that isn't true? I thought, 'Well my momory is all that good... maybe I said something to someone and they had gotten offended by it...' And I finally dropped the subject out of my head.

Couple hours later, I was asked to take some staples out of a 'pluff' or something in the shop. I'm almost finished and I heard my name. I looked up, but no one was around. I heard me name again. I got up and heard my name once more, but I found who the voice belonged to this time. Joey. I ignored it for a while... untill I heard some rather odd. If I heard this correctly, he was talking about how stupid I was, how I didn't belong at Harrison, and how I treated people so horribly.

I almost broke down and cried right there in the shop. I wanted to shoot him. Why someone do that to another person? Now matter how much I hated someone, I would never spread rumors about them. I was filled withso many emotions of hate and saddness... Oh my god it hurt. If it wasn't for my best friend, Katie, coming by at just the right time I would have just started crying.

Later, I got to go home early by asking Joyner if my new job could be 'sleeping'. He was like, "Go home." I knew he would say that too. He wouldn't want to put up with me if I was just gonna complain the entre time about sleep. I was so happy to go home. I called my mom and I was off again....




BLACK CLOTHES

Run crew has to wear black clothes when the show is going so I had to go to Wal-mart earlier to get black long sleeve shirt and black pants with balck shoes. My mom and I had a fight about my shoes. She picked out these valcrow one and I do NOT like valcorow I was searching for another pair of shoes that wear BLACK and had laces... Mom got so pissed, she and I had an arguement right there in the store. She finally got her way, though... i couldn't find anything cheaperwith laces... >>;;

The drive home was nice... I finally cooled off because drove by the house and let me cool down before I had to go home... that was cool, I guess...